I haven't been myself lately and it's got to stop. I haven't been lucid in weeks. I need to stop with the crap and start studying and do something with myself cause I'm driving myself crazy. If I keep doing this I'm gonna lose myself completely and I will become the person I never wanted to be.
And yet, I'd do it every fucking day for the rest of my fucking life. Just to forget, you know? Everything. All the shit. Him, my parents, school, the police crap, everything. Just to get away for a while and not think.
But I've got to stop, and even though I don't want to, I will.
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