Is it so damn hard to believe the words your own daughter says? The fact that they've lied to me doesn't mean that I have to lie to them, too. The fact that I grew up in a world of lies and drugs and alcohol doesn't mean that I'm gonna go and do the same thing. Cause I don't wanna be like them. I don't wanna make the same mistakes they did. I don't want to ruin their lives like they ruined mine. And it hurts that they don't believe me, so much. It used to hurt more... it did. But now I've become numb to the pain they cause me. I don't care anymore. And chances are, in 1 year, 6 months and 4 days... I'm going to leave this place. And I don't care if I don't see them ever again.
I honestly don't care anymore.
