Monday, 27 September 2010

Sunday, 26 September 2010

{#34} They'll kill to see you fall

Not pretty enough. Not hot enough. Not thin enough. Not smart enough.
Not good enough, that's all I'll ever be.

Saturday, 25 September 2010

{#33} Numbers


Mhm... I'm thinking of tattooing my ID on my body. But then again I have two ID's, Chilean and Israeli. Damn. 
In a way I would honor the Jews that went through the Holocaust, and on the other hand, I would prove to my self what I have always said. We don't have names, we're all numbers.

{#32} To Infinity and Beyond

Haven't been here in a while have I? Well, lots of things have happened.
Who the fuck am I lying to? The only interesting thing that has happened was that almost two months ago I met the person I want to love for the rest of my life. I think.
Apart from that, there's nothing new. Screwing up, making people feel dissapointed, making people dislike me, being rude, being stupid, being a fucked up human being, being shit.
That's what it's all about isn't it?
Fucking up.
That's what I always do. And honestly, I couldn't care less anymore. I tried to change, I did.
But people can't be changed, they can't.
No matter how badly you try to change yourself or others, people do what they do and they like what they like.
And a drug addict will always be a drug addict.
And an alcoholic will always be an alcoholic.
And me?
I'll always be myself.