{#41} You might have him, but I always get the last word.

"You don't get to call me a whore. When I met you, I thought I had found the person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I was done! All the boys and all the bars and all the obvious daddy issues, who cares? I was done. You left me. You chose her. I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore."

{#40} I would wish upon a star... but that star, it doesn't shine

Love story gone wrong... that's all it was.

I opened my heart, just to close it again. And now I know how it feels, and I don't wanna let go of it. I want to feel it forever, with him. I want him to feel it too, but he doesn't and he won't and it hurts like hell and it kills me and my heart hurts and my head hurts and my eyes hurt and I cannot stop the tears and I cannot stop loving him and I want to. I feel... dead.

I feel broken.

And this time, I cannot be fixed.

Welcome old Michelle, I didn't miss you at all.

"Let's be friends"

{#39} If you can't decide in one day, then you can't decide.

Should I run away? Or should I stay and fight?

Both thoughts scare me to death.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Come on Michelle, think.

Think.

{#38} Put me out of my misery

" Don't you see? Don't you understand? You're the love of my life. I can't leave you. But you're constantly leaving me. You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. Not everyone. Not your friends. But you leave me. So I'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us, if you're not in this... Please... please just end it because I can't. I'm in it. Put me out of my misery. "

{#37} One More Shot

With every word to leave your lips, my body feels the cold in it. Heart sank, you hit me point blank and stayed to watch me fall right at your feet on the floor. And the view from here cannot convince, you're still the same face of eloquence. If I could finally get myself over it without taking the world down with me... If I could get myself to get over it. Pardon me, but you're a part of me. I'm now accepting all apologies. The least that you can do is keep my sky from falling. You said we'd make it out in time, but your getaway left me behind. I'll take the fall for you tonight, alright. If we can take it, we're gonna make it. With every word we're caving in, I'm tossing, turning over it. Feels like we're more than broken with every passing moment. Remember when you said the way you felt with me was something like a dream, unlike anything? Well, with the way you're staring at me recently, it's like you don't even recongnize me. Wait a minute, just close your eyes. I know you're tired but focus, and say we'll make it. Here lies a memory, a statue of everything, hold it close to let it keep you. Here lies a melody, that doesn't mean anything, should you choose to let it leave you?

{#36} The Whole Story

I was down on my luck, like the world was pulled from under me. So take a seat and listen up, its time I told you everything and I've got a lot to say. I wish you could see me now, because I'm doing it for myself. But you never believed in me so you left for someone else. And I swore I'd hate you forever, yeah, I kept it all inside, then I wrote it down on paper so the world would know the whole story tonight.
It's funny how you think you know someone after all you've been through together, then they act like a stranger. I guess that's how it goes, but I just wanna say that you don't know what you've been missing. All I wanted was somebody to listen. I did it for myself.